Acha Septriasa - Sampai Menutup Mata

Embun di pagi buta,
Menebahkan bau basah,
Detik demi detikku itu,
Inikah saat ku pergi...

Oh, Tuhan ku cinta dia,
Berikanlah aku hidup,
Takkan ku sakiti dia,
Hukum aku bila terjadi...

Aku tak mudah untuk mencintai,
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta,
Aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta...
Senandungku hanya untuk cinta,
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau,
Tiada dusta, sumpah ku cinta sampai ku menutup mata...
Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata...

Aritok syg gi balit kampung.. Sedih aku.. 4 hari la aku sik jumpa nya.. Rindu na eh.. Dahla kat kampung nya sikda coverage celcom. Mun dah sikda coverage celcom ya sik la ada coverage digi.. arghhh!!! Nang dugaan na juak di awal percintaan tok eh.. Cewaaahh!! Ekekekke.. Sikpa la.. Ari ahad or isnin lak temu nya la.. Can't wait to meet him... muuaahhhh cayang mek!!

assalamualaikum & salam sejahtera..

ari tok tek aku sehari2 di umah jak.. kol 4 gia bok mandik, ya pun segal nak kuar ngan kak zura.. boring bah di umah jak. ekeke... dan dengan bangganya aku mbak kancil kesayanganku gi carwash!!! nang kemaik dah kancil ya... bila dah dibersi nang mantap kekilatannya!! sungguh menyin menyin!! hahaha!! akhirnya bersi luar dan dalam juak kancil ku ya.. cayanggg nyaa ehhh!!

masa gi carwash tadik nang jenaka weh! hahahaha!! aku lupak madah ngan kak zura yang penjan kancil ku dah loose nya mpun getah ya. dahla sidak ya pun system, main cuci keta, mekorang dok dalam ya.. dah sidak abis cuci, kita mpun drive keta kita ke tempat nak sidak mok lap2 ya.. so beloyar la mek duak kak zura dalam keta tek sambil sidak nyembur keta ngan aek.. skali tek dah aek tempias masok kenak kak zura! nang banyak la! hahahahhaha!!! last2 becover ngan jaket aku kak zura! nasip ada 'jaket keselamatan' ya! hahahahha!! nang jenaka eh!! nak begosip pun sikpat leka begegar2 tetak dalam keta ya. bila sidak nyembur nak 'snow' ya best eh! rasa rah negara omputeh jak dok dalam kancil ku. hahaha!!

pas gi carwash tadik aku n kak zura gi saberkas.. neman nya survey rega adapter laptop nya nak dah rupa sik benyawa gik.. ya baruk, tekuar2 jak wayar adapter nya.. haha!! boh manas kak zura, mek sik brani tetak depan kitak tadik.. ekekke.. aku tek meli mouse k pc mekorang. mouse ya bage nak mampus bage.. sikpat dipakei indah scroll nya. pasya tek ku meli krobong k ngkah cd. skali ku meli nak besar skali.. naahh!! ambekkk ngkhaauuu!! hahahaha!!

tetiba someone sign in.. sapa? huhu.. ex ku.. ex nak sik pernah ku temu idup2.. ex nak gila sex! segal ku sik melayan napsunya alu madah boring ngan aku alu ku mintak ceray talak 3! hahahaha!! now ku berym gik ngan cute boy. wallahualam la ya gambar nya ka sik p nang comel.. tahap2 artis juak la mukanya.. pat melawan keifli af3. haha! p gik biak la.. suka2 jak ngaco anak ikan tok.. mok testing sama ada nya tok tahap gila sex juak ka sik.. hahaha!!

tengah ngereco dalam forum cari tok.. nang best dalam ya.. mok off topic pun sikda orang anok.. hahahahaha!! k lah, lak ku sambong bercerita gik.. mok nyambong ngereco dalam forum cari lok.. tata!!

ari tok tek aku biasa jak la..

bangun kol 6:49am.. ya pun bapak gerak aku.. mun ekot ati kol 7:00am bok ku bangun.. telelap 10 menet kira ok la nak.. ekekke... p bagus wak, awal ku datang inti ari tok tek.. sikda masalah papa.. cuma masalah mok polah lab exercise tadikk.. susah ado wakk!!

pas bis kelas aku n eky jumpa lecturer tanyak pasal group project mekorang.. nya diat interface jak duhal.. maksudnya sik perlu la real database n nya sik nangga coding gilak.. asalkan working n apa nak kita maok dapat dijalankan, kira SUKSESSS laa! suksess suksesss!! ekekke...

pasya ku balit umah, masak mi, sambil bukak ceta Spongebob Squarepants.. episode gary betanding belari n mr krab mok jadi mudak balit ya.. ekkeke.. pasya ku makan mi sambil ku nangga ceta lela manja.. bes wak ceta ya.. sadis da jak komeng ya mati kenak pancung nak dipolah nya pakei pancung penduduk negeri ya.. hahaha!!

pasya now, here i am meniarap depan laptop sambil posting blog.. arap2 ari2 camtok la, sik abu2.. ekekke... now tengah chat ngan miak cute dari Miri, tapi gik biak gilak.. 19 taun umur.. anak ikan oi.. hahahahha!! well, lak sambong ceta gik.. mok molah assignment java lok.. huhu...

FRIENDS & FAMILY ARE FOREVER!!

here, i would like to thank my friends for being there for me through my ups and downs..

tanpa tak orang aku sik tauk ngan sapa ku nak bersadu pasal family, pasal benda personal n pasal kehidupan aku. sikpat wak nak cerita semua ngan family nak? something got to be left unspoken kata orang puteh.. ekekkekeke...

neway, ngan family pun aku sik lupak.. mak, bapak, amy n zizi nang very supportive in everything that i do in my life. sidak paham bila ada orang betray aku or ada orang mengancam aku. sidak tetap akan berada di belakang aku.. thanx guys..



kepada family terdekat macam nenek, family suyot, family weeya and semua, aku nang rasa berada di kelompok keluarga terhebat bila bersama tak orang semua! sik penah ku jumpa family sebest tak orang. semua sporting n paham dengan situasi aku. thanx a lot!

THANX SEMUA! HANYA DOA DAN KASIH SAYANG JAK DAPAT KU BERIKKAN NGAN TAKORANG SEMUA! MUUAAHHHSSS!!

hey.. it's been a while i haven't posted anything in my blog.. i was extremely busy with my life..

it's been a while and there were a lot of stuff happening.. happy moments, sad moments, anger moments, sarcastic moments!!!!

i never thought that someone i really trust can betray me and stab me from my back. i trust her a lot and i told her a lot of personal stuff between me and A. truly from the bottom of my heart, i love A so much that i can't resist him. i was trying my best to forget A but unfortunately, i failed to do so. i don't know why, but maybe that's what people called LOVE.. eewwweee...

back with 'her' story.. she was my closest and my best friend. unbelievably, she did something that i never thought will happen between me n 'her'. she knows everything about me and A. then, unexpectedly she told A everything about what i told her, with a reason that she wants to know why A did that to me.. i was shocked! but at that moment i still can cool down. i thought that she was trying to do good deeds to me, i thought that's how she's trying to help me out. but then i can't believe that day after day she's getting closer with A. she knows how i feel about A. though i said i don't like him anymore, but my heart is still broken because of A. she should understand my situation as she is my friend, my closest friend at that time and i declared as my best friend! but she didn't.

one particular day, i asked her to accompany me to buy some stuff for my class. she said she can't because she was too tired to go out. at that time, i was going out with my mom to make baju kurung at Jenny's tailor. when i was about to go out from the road, i saw her with A walking together towards the car!! aaaa... no wonder she's tired.. i SMS her and i told her no wonder she's tired, going out with A eh? then she said that she was waiting for her sister-in-law going back from work. i was like, ok... then i quickly forget all of that stupid stuff..

during my sister's wedding day preparation, i was extremely busy and was rarely at home as i was always asked to go out and buy stuff. before the big day, my bro, zura and me went out to send my friend's gift to my other friend as i can't attend his wedding. then we went to the Spring to buy gifts for my sister and my brother-in-law. 'she' called me and said that she's in front of my house because she wanted to hand in the gift she bought for my sister. i told her to just go in. when i was about to tell her that i wasn't at home, she hang up already.. ok.. what to do rite? when i arrived home, she went back already. i SMS her and tell her that i was sorry that i wasn't at home when she's there. even my mom scold me because i wasn't at home to entertain her. but the message wasn't delivered. i SMS her twice!

after few days, i checked my Friendster and she message me in Friendster. i can't believe that she accused me for neglecting her and try to get away from her! i never intent to do that!! gosh how i was pissed!! then she said things about me being immature fighting over a guy with her. honestly, i forgot about everything already but she reiterate everything! i was so pissed off and i replied her message.. then she replied again.. then i replied back..

till now, we no longer contact with each other.. i don't care losing friends like 'her' and A. i have a lot more trusted friends out there who can be with me through my ups and downs. to 'her' and A, i pray for your happiness but i'm so terribly sorry that i can't be friends with either one of you anymore as both of you had reset my trust to you to 0%. don't blame me for being such cruel, think back about what you guys have done to me..

peace out!!