hey.. it's been a while i haven't posted anything in my blog.. i was extremely busy with my life..
it's been a while and there were a lot of stuff happening.. happy moments, sad moments, anger moments, sarcastic moments!!!!
i never thought that someone i really trust can betray me and stab me from my back. i trust her a lot and i told her a lot of personal stuff between me and A. truly from the bottom of my heart, i love A so much that i can't resist him. i was trying my best to forget A but unfortunately, i failed to do so. i don't know why, but maybe that's what people called LOVE.. eewwweee...
back with 'her' story.. she was my closest and my best friend. unbelievably, she did something that i never thought will happen between me n 'her'. she knows everything about me and A. then, unexpectedly she told A everything about what i told her, with a reason that she wants to know why A did that to me.. i was shocked! but at that moment i still can cool down. i thought that she was trying to do good deeds to me, i thought that's how she's trying to help me out. but then i can't believe that day after day she's getting closer with A. she knows how i feel about A. though i said i don't like him anymore, but my heart is still broken because of A. she should understand my situation as she is my friend, my closest friend at that time and i declared as my best friend! but she didn't.
one particular day, i asked her to accompany me to buy some stuff for my class. she said she can't because she was too tired to go out. at that time, i was going out with my mom to make baju kurung at Jenny's tailor. when i was about to go out from the road, i saw her with A walking together towards the car!! aaaa... no wonder she's tired.. i SMS her and i told her no wonder she's tired, going out with A eh? then she said that she was waiting for her sister-in-law going back from work. i was like, ok... then i quickly forget all of that stupid stuff..
during my sister's wedding day preparation, i was extremely busy and was rarely at home as i was always asked to go out and buy stuff. before the big day, my bro, zura and me went out to send my friend's gift to my other friend as i can't attend his wedding. then we went to the Spring to buy gifts for my sister and my brother-in-law. 'she' called me and said that she's in front of my house because she wanted to hand in the gift she bought for my sister. i told her to just go in. when i was about to tell her that i wasn't at home, she hang up already.. ok.. what to do rite? when i arrived home, she went back already. i SMS her and tell her that i was sorry that i wasn't at home when she's there. even my mom scold me because i wasn't at home to entertain her. but the message wasn't delivered. i SMS her twice!
after few days, i checked my Friendster and she message me in Friendster. i can't believe that she accused me for neglecting her and try to get away from her! i never intent to do that!! gosh how i was pissed!! then she said things about me being immature fighting over a guy with her. honestly, i forgot about everything already but she reiterate everything! i was so pissed off and i replied her message.. then she replied again.. then i replied back..
till now, we no longer contact with each other.. i don't care losing friends like 'her' and A. i have a lot more trusted friends out there who can be with me through my ups and downs. to 'her' and A, i pray for your happiness but i'm so terribly sorry that i can't be friends with either one of you anymore as both of you had reset my trust to you to 0%. don't blame me for being such cruel, think back about what you guys have done to me..
peace out!!
it's been a while and there were a lot of stuff happening.. happy moments, sad moments, anger moments, sarcastic moments!!!!
i never thought that someone i really trust can betray me and stab me from my back. i trust her a lot and i told her a lot of personal stuff between me and A. truly from the bottom of my heart, i love A so much that i can't resist him. i was trying my best to forget A but unfortunately, i failed to do so. i don't know why, but maybe that's what people called LOVE.. eewwweee...
back with 'her' story.. she was my closest and my best friend. unbelievably, she did something that i never thought will happen between me n 'her'. she knows everything about me and A. then, unexpectedly she told A everything about what i told her, with a reason that she wants to know why A did that to me.. i was shocked! but at that moment i still can cool down. i thought that she was trying to do good deeds to me, i thought that's how she's trying to help me out. but then i can't believe that day after day she's getting closer with A. she knows how i feel about A. though i said i don't like him anymore, but my heart is still broken because of A. she should understand my situation as she is my friend, my closest friend at that time and i declared as my best friend! but she didn't.
one particular day, i asked her to accompany me to buy some stuff for my class. she said she can't because she was too tired to go out. at that time, i was going out with my mom to make baju kurung at Jenny's tailor. when i was about to go out from the road, i saw her with A walking together towards the car!! aaaa... no wonder she's tired.. i SMS her and i told her no wonder she's tired, going out with A eh? then she said that she was waiting for her sister-in-law going back from work. i was like, ok... then i quickly forget all of that stupid stuff..
during my sister's wedding day preparation, i was extremely busy and was rarely at home as i was always asked to go out and buy stuff. before the big day, my bro, zura and me went out to send my friend's gift to my other friend as i can't attend his wedding. then we went to the Spring to buy gifts for my sister and my brother-in-law. 'she' called me and said that she's in front of my house because she wanted to hand in the gift she bought for my sister. i told her to just go in. when i was about to tell her that i wasn't at home, she hang up already.. ok.. what to do rite? when i arrived home, she went back already. i SMS her and tell her that i was sorry that i wasn't at home when she's there. even my mom scold me because i wasn't at home to entertain her. but the message wasn't delivered. i SMS her twice!
after few days, i checked my Friendster and she message me in Friendster. i can't believe that she accused me for neglecting her and try to get away from her! i never intent to do that!! gosh how i was pissed!! then she said things about me being immature fighting over a guy with her. honestly, i forgot about everything already but she reiterate everything! i was so pissed off and i replied her message.. then she replied again.. then i replied back..
till now, we no longer contact with each other.. i don't care losing friends like 'her' and A. i have a lot more trusted friends out there who can be with me through my ups and downs. to 'her' and A, i pray for your happiness but i'm so terribly sorry that i can't be friends with either one of you anymore as both of you had reset my trust to you to 0%. don't blame me for being such cruel, think back about what you guys have done to me..
peace out!!
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