Salam y'all..
Ok, I'm back with different feeling right now.. Feel like wanna rip someone's skin and roast the skin on a hot stove. Cruel huh? Well, I'm not that mean.. That's just my imagination, things that I HOPE I can do without being punished. Hehehe..
Why am I feeling that way? Cos there's this one guy, (my ex) who recently chatted with me and ask me a favor to send him somewhere. That place is like what, 20-30minutes from my place? And guess what time he wanted me to send him? 6a.m guys, 6bloody A.M! If he was good to me, I won't hesitate to send him. BUT, these are the reasons why I refuse to help him:
- HE IGNORED ME
- HE ACCUSED ME OF DOING SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO
- HE REFUSED TO GIVE ME A CHANCE (even after I begged him like crazy!)
- I SAW HIM GOING OUT WITH OTHER GIRLS COUPLE OF TIMES
- MOST IMPORTANTLY, HE BROKE MY HEART!
Honestly, I still sympathize him and have that willingness to help him, cos I know he's in trouble. But, I just can't forget what he did to me. When he needs help, he looked for me, but what did he do when he's in a perfect mood of being happy? He just simply IGNORES me (excuse my grammar..)!!! Luckily, some people did advice me not to help him and think of what he did to me. When I need help from him, did he help me? I don't think so.. Did I ever ask for help from him? Yes! I did! I need his help to FORGIVE ME, but did he help me? Absolutely, a big NO from him. He just left, walked away from my life, just like that!
Well, I'm sorry but I can't help myself from being this way. I wanna be mean to guys this time. I wanna let them know how strong I am now with supportive people around me.. I no longer need a typical pathetic loser!
Bye y'all!
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